Backwards steps

there's a contact lens officially stuck on the top of my eyeball
metaphor for my life for my life right now
now its on the side
hopefully will move back to the middle
or this could be potentially bad
this is a step backwards

I can only think of things that rhyme when I'm happy
right now the only thing i can think to rhyme with happy is sappy
and that's just lame.
this is a step backwards.

My sculpture is falling apart
I didn't do it right
I am now doing it right.
hopefully.
but I still suck at art.
this is a step backwards
its debatable that its a step forwards.
but I still think I suck.
this is a step backwards.

i cant go to sleep with this stuck in my eyeball
this potentially effects my day tomorrow.
two steps backwards.

Waiiittttttt a minute

what am I doing? I keep asking myself this question and I already know this answer. I know exactly what I'm doing but I need to do it. So I'm not even sure why I'm writing in this thing anyway. That leads me to another question which is, what's the point ? I mean that in many ways I suppose. Okay this is not going anywhere and I'm not going anywhere so I should go somewhere and do something because I already know what I'm doing and I don't think this is it.